My Messed Up Daily Schedule and everything
Here I'm back
Again with my another messed up story and my messed up daily schedule, actually that schedule I didn't create it, it has been created by its own.
Here I'm back
Again with my another messed up story and my messed up daily schedule, actually that schedule I didn't create it, it has been created by its own.
Ah, where do I start? My daily schedule is a mess. 🌀 And don’t even get me started on my sleep cycle—it's not even a cycle anymore; it's more like a graph that can't be predicted. 📉 I think this is a universal problem; everyone suffers from this so-called sleep cycle. 😴
It's not like I haven't tried to fix my sleep cycle. I did, but I always end up being a night owl, scrolling through reels, playing games, watching movies/anime and all. 🌙🎮 By the time I realize I need to sleep, it's already 1 AM. ⏰ and talk about improvement..
When I was in high school, my schedule was more structured. I used to wake up early in the morning and do my daily chores. 🛏️⏰ Honestly, I can't remember my exact schedule, but I’m pretty sure it was better than it is now. In a nutshell, I went to school, got scolded by teachers, came back home, skipped lunch (which is why I’m skinny), took a nap, and in the evening, I played volleyball. 🏐 (Volleyball is still on my bucket list.)
I was so productive back then. I wish I could be like my previous version. But the past is past, and one thing I've realized is that I never learned from my mistakes.
😔 It's like Pawan the opposite of Tony Stark; Tony always learns from his mistakes, but I don’t. That’s why I’m suffering right now. 😓
I’ve always been curious about tech and gaming, though. I was the kid who wanted to know how games were made, not just play them. So, at the age of 16 I dived into coding and started learning HTML yes HTML I know it has nothing to do with building game but atleast I started learning somethin' and I built websites but had no clue how to get them online.
Because of all this, I couldn’t focus on the school syllabus, and my academic performance suffered. 📚 The only good thing in my life is my parents. They never stopped me from doing what I loved; they always believed in me. They didn’t care about my academic performance. Even my mom signed me up in guitar class. 🎸 One day When I came back home after messed up school day, she was like, "Beta, from next Sunday, you are going to guitar class with your cousin sister." She’s cool, isn’t she? 😎
My dad? He wanted me to sing like a pro and would lecture me if I hit a wrong note. Embarrassing, but those were the days. Honestly, I sometimes wonder if my parents are even Asian 'cause they're not as strict and intense as the stereotype.
But I'm glade that I have such loving and supportive parents.
So, here’s a glimpse of my daily life back then and how things have changed over time. It's chaotic, but it's mine. 🌀
And that’s all I can say about the schedule of my high school era. 🎓
Now let’s come to the real mess… Ahh, I don’t even want to talk about this, but anyway, I’m going to. 😅 So, where should I start? Let’s start with my wake-up routine.
But before that, let me clear this up: I’m not an early bird. I never wake up before 9 AM. Yes, it’s true. I think it’s been a year since I’ve seen the rising sun
(actually, I saw one when I went traveling to Shillong recently). 🌅
Waking up late is my norm, and I know I need to fix it ASAP. You all know the pros and cons of waking up late I guess. 🛌
After waking up, it’s the usual—freshen up, breakfast, then I’m in front of my desktop and start thinking about what I should do or research topics for my blog.💻 Then, I end up taking naps because my sleep is messed up 💤 (And this is a part of cons for being night owl), play games to refresh my mood. Actually playing games helps me a lot; it makes my brain work more efficiently and makes my heart pound much faster. 🎮 Lemme give you one example: when you sit at your study table and start doing math problems, you have to focus more and force your brain to work, but you still can’t concentrate completely. It’s like 6 out of 10, right?
But when you play a game, actually, in my case, playing a game forces my brain to function completely. The concentration level is like 10 out of 10(It's over 999..!). I don’t have toforce my brain to focus; the game on its own forces my brain to focus. In this way, games keep my brain active. 🧠
Then, I pull up my Instagram and check through comments to see if there are any requests from my followers for the next cover video. 🎤 And with all this, I always forget to have lunch. 🥗
This is how I spend my time.
I always wanted to hangout with my friends, but my friends are all scattered. My two cousins, who are more like friends, aren’t here. One moved away, and the other’s off to another city for studies. So, it’s just me, myself, and I.. sadly!
My daily schedule is a wreck, and there’s a lot to improve. I know it’s not easy to be disciplined, but I’m determined to try. I’ll keep you all posted on my progress
and the steps I’m taking to get my life back on track.
Wish me luck!
Yes, I really need it.. the Luck ☺
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