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Life can be a real pain sometimes, and trust me, I've been through some stuff that might make you wonder, "Whoa, can someone actually go through all that?" Yep, it's me right now, living that not-so-great life. But before I spill the tea, let me introduce myself. I'm Pawan Limbu, 18 years old, I've somehow managed to survive this long, though I often wonder how much longer I can keep going.đ€·ââïž
I've always wanted to share my story and connect with people from all over. The catch? I'm terrible at expressing my feelings, and cameras freak me out. So, here I am, blogging it out. IDK if anyone's even reading this, but sharing your life story isnât a crime, right?đ
My childhood? Meh, nothing worth remembering. It was pretty rough, and honestly, who cares about those days? Moving on.đ¶ââïž
I did the whole elementary school thing, then high school. Havenât hit college yet, so letâs see what happens. But let me tell you, high school was the worst. Unlike people who say they miss their high school days and friends, Iâm just glad I survived that nightmare. More bad memories than good, though I did make a few solid friends that Iâll never forget.
High school was brutal. I always felt like, âWhy am I even here?â It made me feel so worthless. My attendance was a joke, less than 30%âmaybe 7 days a month. And the punishments after being MIA for so long? Yikes, still haunts me. I wasnât into making friends, barely talked to my classmates. Honestly, I can hardly remember them.
Oh, and guess what? I even got into a fight with a teacher. Yeah, not my finest moment. My reputation tanked, and I still regret it. If I could go back, I'd undo that mess, but the past is set in stone. Being a no-show at school, fighting with teachers, not taking things seriouslyâI was on every teacherâs wanted list. They all hated me, and honestly, I donât blame them. I was a total idiot.
So, as my final examsâthe high school leaving examsâwere coming up and the school made a so-called shortlist. Not of students likely to pass, but those expected to fail (according to the teachers). Surprise, surprise, my name was there. My past actions had already put me on their radar. One teacher warned me, "Pawan, youâre going to fail if you donât study for this final."
That stress, ugh! And then, the big day arrivedâTHE FINAL EXAMS. I was so freakin' nervous. The thought of my name on that list haunted me. But somehow, I got through all the exams. The results came out a month or two later, and guess what? I passed with a first division. Only a few of us did. I didnât care about the division; I was just relieved to have finished that miserable high school era. I hope my passing in the first division taught the teachers a lessonâdonât judge a book by its cover.
But seriously, I want to apologize to all my teachers for being such a bad student. I'm sorry for all the trouble I caused.
Now, back to the present. I just completed my higher secondary school, and I'm at a crossroads. I can't decide what to do next. Should I take a gap year or jump straight into college? For now, I've decided to take a gap year to prepare for the engineering entrance exams. Iâm aiming for IIT or NIT, but let's see how things pan out. In the meantime, I'll keep blogging.
Oh, and I almost forgot to mentionâI have an Instagram account where I'm a content creator. I make cover song videos, singing and playing guitar. I'm not famous or anything; Iâve got around 200 followers and my videos get about 300 to 400 views. But I'll stay patient and consistent. Letâs see what happens. And I would be happy if you follow me here is the gateway make sure to follow âș. @_limbu.pawan
So, that's a sneak peek into my life. Despite all the crap, I'm here, sharing my story. Maybe someone out there can relate. Thanks for reading, and I hope this connects with you.
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