Surviving High School Struggles: A Teenage Journey

High School Struggles and Regrets

I did the whole elementary school thing, then high school. Haven’t hit college yet, so let’s see what happens. But let me tell you, high school was the worst. Unlike people who say they miss their high school days and friends, I’m just glad I survived that nightmare. More bad memories than good, though I did make a few solid friends that I’ll never forget.

High School Vibes (Or Lack Thereof)

High school was brutal. I always felt like, “Why am I even here?” It made me feel so worthless. My attendance was a joke, less than 30%—maybe 7 days a month. And the punishments after being MIA for so long? Yikes, still haunts me. I wasn’t into making friends, barely talked to my classmates. Honestly, I can hardly remember them.

Oh, and guess what? I even got into a fight with a teacher. Yeah, not my finest moment. My reputation tanked, and I still regret it. If I could go back, I'd undo that mess, but the past is set in stone. Being a no-show at school, fighting with teachers, not taking things seriously—I was on every teacher’s wanted list. They all hated me, and honestly, I don’t blame them. I was a total idiot.

So, as my final exams—the high school leaving exams—were coming up and the school made a so-called shortlist. Not of students likely to pass, but those expected to fail (according to the teachers). Surprise, surprise, my name was there. My past actions had already put me on their radar. One teacher warned me, "Pawan, you’re going to fail if you don’t study for this final."

That stress, ugh! And then, the big day arrived—THE FINAL EXAMS. I was so freakin' nervous. The thought of my name on that list haunted me. But somehow, I got through all the exams. The results came out a month or two later, and guess what? I passed with a first division. Only a few of us did. I didn’t care about the division; I was just relieved to have finished that miserable high school era. I hope my passing in the first division taught the teachers a lesson—don’t judge a book by its cover.

But seriously, I want to apologize to all my teachers for being such a bad student. I'm sorry for all the trouble I caused.

Present Day Dilemmas and Future Plans

Now, back to the present. I just completed my higher secondary school, and I'm at a crossroads. I can't decide what to do next. Should I take a gap year or jump straight into college? For now, I've decided to take a gap year to prepare for the engineering entrance exams. I’m aiming for IIT or NIT, but let's see how things pan out. In the meantime, I'll keep blogging.

Oh, and I almost forgot to mention—I have an Instagram account where I'm a content creator. I make cover song videos, singing and playing guitar. I'm not famous or anything; I’ve got around 200 followers and my videos get about 300 to 400 views. But I'll stay patient and consistent. Let’s see what happens. And I would be happy if you follow me here is the gateway make sure to follow ☺. @_limbu.pawan

Conclusion

So, that's a sneak peek into my life. Despite all the crap, I'm here, sharing my story. Maybe someone out there can relate. Thanks for reading, and I hope this connects with you.

Farewell...!

Surviving High School Struggles: A Teenage Journey

So, why did I decide to write this blog?

High School Struggles and Regrets

High School Vibes (Or Lack Thereof)

Present Day Dilemmas and Future Plans

Conclusion

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